feeling shitty from shitting

About 2 in the morning today i hung up with carmen on the phone cuz i hadda take a shit. right after i finished i went to sleep and woke up in like an hour to go at it again. then till 6:00, i would wake up like every 45 mins to take more shits. all i kept shitting was some liquid lookin like dark foggy apple juice. then at 6 i woke up, showered and shitted like 5 more times before i hadda leave to work.

i didnt wanna leave my house cuz i didnt wanna end up having the urge to shit on the way to work on the train. while waiting for the train i typed a text message to my manager.

"Hey josh, i'm on the Q train right now. I've had crazy diarrhea constantly since 2 AM. Hopefully i dont need to get off the train. -J.P."

so i made it to work on time. by the time i got to work i felt so dehydrated and tried from my abnormal sleeping. i drank gatorade and a little water and took immodium, then my diarrhea went away shortly. through out the day i still felt slow and shitty. I felt exhaused and wobbled a few times cuz it felt like the the floor moved. lunch time i couldnt even eat. physically i was hungry but mentally i wasnt. It took me about 40 minutes to finish my apple.

then after work i wanted to go to the POH game day but had no energy to, so i just went straight home.

i wanted to do something today cuz it was such a nice day but i had no energy to do anything but sit. i decided to go to chris' house and play some street fighter for a little and bounced.

right now im at home, still feeling dizzy, exhaused and dehydrated. i also developed a stuffy nose and breathing doesnt feel involutary.

i am going to watch game 5 of the cavs vs magics game and lay down.

laters,
-J.P.